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Journey to become a happier girl

Just a girl who wants to get healthy and find the happy girl inside. I've spent too many years feeling trapped inside my own body, its time for me to learn to spread my wings and fly!

You can call me Holly, though I'm going to keep this blog anonymous, only because I've been bullied too much in the past and I'd hate for anyone to recognise me here...

Please keep in mind that I am learning. I've never known how to take care of myself and am open to advice but please don't attack be if I do something wrong.

My Info:

Start Date: 18/01/2012

Age - 16

Australian

Height: 172cm (5'6)

SW: 192.4kg (424lbs)

CW: 187kg (412lbs)

UGW: 60kg (132lbs)

GW1: 170kg(374lbs)

GW2: 150kg(330lbs)

GW3: 120kg(265lbs)

GW4: 100kg(220lbs)

GW5: 75kg(165lbs)

UGW: 60kg(132lbs)

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lellaprincesspants Asked:
How is your buying your own food going? How are you finding the taste of it all is? It might take a while for you to get used to the taste of healthy food if you've never really had it as part of your diet. Sending you good thoughts! Lels

My answer:

Hello!

Trying to keep active on here has been a tad hard. Two of my teachers have already loaded us up to the eyeballs with homework!

I went shopping on Monday before school started with my dad. Its really so….amazing for me that he’s taken such an interest in doing this with me. We both bought healthy foods for food this week!

At the moment I’m having rye toast with scrambled eggs and some home made juice for breakfast. I’m snacking on mostly fruit through the day. I saw an awesome picture of banana with peanut butter so we got a huge organic tub to share. I’ve been having it with apples, banana and carrot. Lunch has been pita breads stuffed with veggies, fruit and lean meats (these taste awesome!) and dinner dad’s been making stir fry for us two. I’m finding the tastes really interesting because I’ve never really experienced such a variety in food before. What we usually eat all kind of tastes the same if that makes any sense

I’m still slipping up occasionally and I find its because of habit. I had a glass of coke yesterday while I was doing homework before I even realised what I was doing. By the time I went ‘oh shit’ I’d already drunk it. I always drink coke when I study so that ones going to be hard. I also bought a chocolate at school yesterday, but instead of having it on my own I halved it with a friend. I reckon slip ups will keep happening until I really break the habits, but every time I think of going back to the way I use to eat, I remember my aunt in that coffin and it honestly scares the absolute hell out of me.

So going good, I suppose!


  1. upforsomethingbeautiful said: YOU will be alright girl, You’re awesome!
  2. beatforbeat said: My god, you’re doing amazingly! Don’t sweat the small slip ups - they happen to everyone and if your diet is otherwise as healthy as yours is, they won’t cause you an inordinate amount of trouble.
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